In all, I've spent hundreds of dollars and hundreds of hours. And all for what?
My cousin spoke the last words that I will ever hear on the matter:
It will happen when it happens.
There is no push to make yourself perfect by doing this, doing that, saying a prayer or taking a potion. There is no command to be faithful, be perfect--or else it might not happen. There is dash of fate and trust for the Lord. Trust God, make some friends. Voila! I'm done.
Sadly, this is being postponed due to weather. But I will keep you posted.
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